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Monday, April 30, 2012

He will rejoice over you with singing...


I think about that phrase. What does the Old Testament prophet Zephaniah mean? He says the Lord is in your midst.  Does God inhabit our space the way Josiah inhabits his new home?  Invading the neat and tidy order, this new baby has charged in and brings chaos.  And we melt.



New International Version (©1984)
The LORD your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing." Zephaniah 3:17






For the LORD your God is living among you. He is a mighty savior. He will take delight in you with gladness. With his love, he will calm all your fears. He will rejoice over you with joyful songs."

he will calm all your fears

The LORD your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing.
 We rejoice over this little one, we are giddy with love-


We take silly pictures with funny props.....



We wrap him like a burrito and place him on colorful pillows.....


"The LORD your God is in your midst, A victorious warrior. He will exult over you with joy, He will be quiet in His love, He will rejoice over you with shouts of joy.



We take photographs with his mouth stretched wide....

Or when he looks like a slightly dopey old man.

 We rejoice over Josiah, we share our joy-


We photograph the half naked baby with a finger jammed in his mouth
 so Daddy can show him off on Skype.


We rejoice, we sing over Josiah, we calm his fears-






The LORD thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing.




Does He really? Does God really rejoice over .... me? Does He rest in his love... for me? Is He truly mighty in the midst.... of pain, suffering, birth, death.... life?  

Yes! Jesus said if a man, who is evil, gives good gifts, how much more does the heavenly Father give those who love him ....  



For five days, Josiah has done nothing of worth, earned no money, made no deals-  instead he has christened couches, beds and the floor, and generally disrubted his parents' lives. He has not earned our love or demanded it. He just came.




 And we rejoice, we laugh, we kiss tiny toes, we sing, we comfort him with our love.... naturally we give, we pour out.    Supernaturally we respond to this new life in our midst. 



And if we who are human, fallen and self-centered can rejoice over such a small person with no visible response to us, then, yes! I can believe - that our Father rejoices over us.  


He is in the midst of us. 


 He is mighty to save, 


He will rejoice over us with joy,

He will quiet us with his love,       He will rejoice over us with singing.
     

The LORD your God in the midst of you is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over you with joy; he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing.


We can rest in Hope.




Friday, April 27, 2012

Birth, Life and Gratitude



Birth is messy. Unexpected, not what you thought.  Kinda like life.

My daughter had a baby.  Sounds so straightforward.  A man, a woman- a baby.  The baby comes and they are a family.  Easy, happens all the time.

Well, it's not always straightforward.  Abby labored for 30 hours- on chemicals, on drugs; she pushed without  progress. These are the labors that years ago ended with the death of a baby, a woman or both. Abby then had a cesearean that became an emergency- stuck baby, ripped uterus, torn arteries.

Early in the day- hurrah, we're having a baby!
You can do this.....




Maybe not....


Surgery?
No baby to chest?
No tender nursing?
No warm fuzzy?

Not.... what we expected! 

But in the end, birth happens.  New life begins.

A man becomes a father.

A woman becomes a mother.

And I became a grandmother!
My name is Bebe... a story for another post.




This was the cute door cover announcing the big event.

The door cover was purchased with great anticipation along with funny squeezy toys for labor distractions,  some balloons,  fresh flowers.  How exciting- we're having a baby!


But at the end of the ordeal, the door decoration was ripped off, blown around and put back up with duct tape over the tears.  Sometimes Birth - of a baby or a dream or anything that brings new life -  isn't what you expect.  It gets messy- things don't work the way you think they should.  You end up with rips and tears, sutures and duct tape.

But if God is in it and it is indeed LIFE - it will be accomplished.

We have a baby

He makes funny faces....
His name is Josiah Robert

And in the end.... a man and a woman, a baby. Life.

And much, much gratitude.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Waiting to unfold

Mepkin Abbey near Charleston, South Carolian

The Virgina cradles her Infant, a camellia bud in the fold of her garment. 

A camellia forever in full bloom.
In Korea, they were carried in weddings to express faithfulness.


These were the images I carried from the serene abbey in the South Carolina country side. Some fired on clay tiles, some carved in stone- some from God's own hand.


Ferns
Even the unseen has form and beauty

Ferns

Birth of new fern

Unfurled perfection



Beauty in the small beginnings,
Waiting to open. 



I am in North Carolina and we are watiting. 
Appreciating the beauty of a bulging belly,
Trusting the timing of a new life to unfold,

Waiting. 

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Acorns and legacy

Mepkin Abbey Labyrinth
Moncks Corner, SC
I walked the labyrinth with my friend. 

It was a simple mowed path in a field of  early spring wildflowers and the mowing left a path wide enough for us to walk in silence side by side
to the five or six wood benches set in the center.
 We sat quietly - I had explained the purpose of a labyrinth in the Christian faith- quieting your spirit on the walk in and going out with renewed peace from your time with God.  Walk in silence to the center - knowing you cannot get lost, trusting the winding path to lead you to your destination, listening for the quiet voice of God.


And there in the center we sat and waited on the Lord. Sometimes  a word or a Scripture comes to mind, sometimes a lesson from His heart.



And as we ambled out, we talked quietly about incorporating our thoughts and lessons into our lives - the world that was waiting at the end of the labyrinth.  




My lesson was a picture.  An acorn.


This labyrinth is in a cleared field surrounded by live oaks. Huge, old, sturdy trees that shelter the ground beneath them.  My friend and I are both becoming matriarchs- she is grandmother to eight and I am waiting for my first grandchild to be born, another will arrive in December.

These trees are the matriarchs of the forest.



Middleton Plantation Charleston

Live oak branches, left uncut, bend down to the ground and touch, then rest on the earth. Then roots grow from the branches into the ground and new shoots grow straight up off the thick limbs.


 The Angel Oak on Johns Island near Charleston has been left to grow and we drove right past it, assuming it was a grove of trees or bushes. http://www.sciway.net/sc-photos/charleston-county/angel-oak.html/angel-oak-sc



It created its own forest.
The shaded area is over 17,000 square feet.

All this began with a single acorn.


Our lives, our faith, our families - all came from a small beginning.  Man and woman meet and create a baby.  Our hearts seek and He meets us and His Spirit waters our tiny seed of faith.  Our own meeting and mating produced our families.

We marveled at the enormous potential for the acorns we planted and the ones that were planted before us- our lives are part of a giant living organism called life and it is worth marveling at. The Angel Oak was spared but many oaks were cut for the strength of those twisted, thick branches. Branches that became ships and sailed the Atlantic or up nearby rivers.  What wonder to think that these live oaks were here for the people who came from Britian to the colonies hundreds of years ago and our grandchildren could now play under some of the same branches. How somber to think of the people brought from Africa who may have found rest under their spread.

What shade these giants offer, what respite, what history.


Angel Oak surrounded by long branches with new growth



I have moved on from Charleston and it's lovely trees.  I am back in Jacksonville, North Carolina and the  Marine Corps base, Camp Lejuene.  In June, I will remember the acorn that was planted when my first lieutenant husband and I brought our firstborn home from the hospital here on this base.  Our small  family was created that day.  And now my Marine son-in-law works in an office in the building that was once a hospital, the very hospital where I labored.  And his wife, my only daughter, walks this Marine base, carefully cradling her belly and waiting to deliver their first child in the new hospital down the street.  My life is coming to full circle.

If I am an oak tree, my branches are bending down to the earth to create the next generation of trees. We are all creating something greater than its beginning. We will have a legacy as visible as a spreading oak.

 We turn to the Son for our source of life.  We put our roots down deep- or in the case of the live oak, we spread our roots wide to receive water and nourishment. Lord, grow us strong. Provide what we need.  Don't let us be afraid of the necessary pruning in youth or the propping in old age.  Let our lives provide a place of haven and respite for others.  May the world marvel at the wonders of what You can do - not only in  a tree but in a life faithfully lived.

To God be the glory!

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Charleston, South Carolina


Middleton Plantation
Summerville, South Carolina
https://www.middletonplace.org/
Pretend those are 18th century shepards... ignore the modern trash cans.
Not all beautiful homes are in Charleston.
This is a little river front place in Beaufort, SC.
http://www.cityofbeaufort.org/
 I wandered around Beaufort with Tom and Eko Demars. They had been stationed there years ago when Tom flew.... some fancy aircraft - F14s?  For a military pilot's wife, I am terrible with details like squadrons and planes.  They were young, handsome, flew in fast planes and skinny helicopters... think Top Gun. With pregnant wives!  Well, we didn't get to fly WITH them.  We did sit on the ground and worry. It seems like a lifetime ago and Tom said, "Well, it was."   A good lifetime.

Our families met much later than the men's flying days- both men were stationed at NATO Southern headquarters in Naples, Italy.  My memories are of drives into the mountains, picnics and gelato, birthday parties on the balcony of Italian tourist hotels. Shopping for our matching canister sets. Fun stuff. No imminent babies. No potential plane wrecks. They went to the safety of Zagreb and Serievo and we wives stayed home ant took Italian cooking classes.  Italy was great fun for Eko and I !



St Michael's Episcopal Church
Tome and Eko after our lovely evening service.
http://www.stmichaelschurch.net/about-us/history/


 It's wonderful to walk Charleston in the late afternoon light.

Tidal muck- also known as "Pluff Mud".

I have a recipe.
http://www.food.com/recipe/black-bean-dip-449438


These Charslestonians love to eat.... and Eko is one of the best cooks I know.
The eatins' been good. 

Charleston harbor



Eko and I have been running around exploring and have a day planned for today. 

Yesterday was a Middleton Plantation drive-by to shoot sheep. 
Photos above. No sheep were injured.


Next was Magnolia Plantation and their Swamp Walk. 


Great fun and beautiful. 
It was full of wintering birds- snowy egrets and great blue herons. 
White Ibis and small white herons. 
 Here's some of my images.

Black-crowned night heron

A yellow-crowned night heron surrounded by duckweed- tiny plants that float on swamp water and provide food for aquatic creatures. And then lunch for swamp birds. Who are eaten by really quick swamp alligators.
Gotta love the south.... somebody's always eatin',

The old tree fell and the upstart that was left wound its roots all over the decaying truck. Again... eating "with" the neighbors has a whole new meaning here. 


Next we drove to the John's Island Angel Oak.  It is unbelievable. Legend says its 1400 years old but live oaks only live to about 500. They think it's about 400. It's old.  And has a gentle, holy atmosphere all around it. Very special spot.


http://www.sciway.net/sc-photos/charleston-county/angel-oak.html

Can you see what we saw?

Eko and I are very aware of Abby and the soon to come grandbaby. And Eko pointed out this image in the tree. The man and woman with her baby belly between them.  All around us are signs of new life - here in the spring season and the baby soon to come.  Good stuff!




About time to bid adieu to Charleston.
I'll  head to North Carolina and the fun that awaits there!